Spent more time with I14 this weekend. Getting to know him better, and the reservations are still there. Despite all the reservations, I am still in this budding relationship because I feel I have no good reason not to. I know I'm skeptical, so to compensate I'm sticking it out until I have a good reason not to. But, someone pointed out that it may not be fair to I14. It would be bad/unfair of me to let him continue thinking there's a future, when I'm not sure. But, then I think, he's so sweet and nice to me. What's wrong? Why can't I be more excited about him. He's the first guy who is actually serious/available. All the others, I knew weren't really serious. Here is a good guy who appears to be genuine. I should be more...