Wednesday, May 9, 2007

Establishing a baseline

It's 9:30pm, I am staring at my computer, in my office, at work!!! I stare and think: I should wear my new sandals, although they cut into my foot but it's healed sort of, but it's stacked heal and he's not that tall, so no. I wore the striped jeans last time, so do I wear jeans again, or something else, but what else, I really don't have much of a selection. What am I doing! I need to get out of here, concentrate... concen...trate...concen...I think I'm looking forward to Sunday more than Friday, lol.

Now, Sunday is a ways away. And last time a date was made on Monday for a weekend, it turned out disastrous, so do I contact him again...Wed..maybe Thurs...or Fri...? but that's pushing it. So many considerations. Do I call...email...does it matter, do I really care. What happened to waiting to be pursued?

As of now, I am enthusiastically looking forward. Sunday is a first meeting so that is exciting, probably a bit more enthusiastic about that one. Friday is exciting because it means he likes me.

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