Complacency

A friend asked why there were no new posts, and the answer: There's no one new, nothing to write about. I've grown complacent.

I met up with R tonight. It was last minute, casual. I want to hang out, not date, but don't know how to have that conversation. I don't want him paying for me or doing anything special (although I let him tonight). I'm a good avoider of these issues, and from what I can sense, he's not one to broach the topic either. I know...it goes against my belief in being up front and honest.

It's time to shake things up. But how......?