Thursday, June 12, 2008

Yeah

When I said I was over, I wasn't.... but I'm headed there. I'm getting my level headedness back. It's disappointing and frustrating. It is not that often you find something you really want, not for me at least. I don't want the frustration to lead to bad choices, choices made out of desperation. And, I can see that happening! Yikes!

J3 emailed me today. He only wrote to inform me about something, not to ask how I was doing or anything. But it's not like he really needed to tell me this. I'm not going to reply. I just want someone fun but normal.

1 comment:

EL213 said...

Wait, I don't understand. You want this yet are talking yourself out of it? Just take it slow and let the process evolve. Enjoy the ride!