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A few of you have expressed much excitement for me over this new 9R. But, I am cautious and reticent. I mean, didn't I express similar excitement for J3, RS and others? And look where those ended. Plus, just because I'm excited doesn't mean he'll come calling again. I know he had a fun time. He said so. But, that doesn't mean anything. I know, I know...just enjoy...don't analyze.

I want to know what he thought when he first saw me. I also want to remember what I thought of him so.....When I saw him on Sun, I thought "oh, not what I remembered" but in a good way. I had met 9R a few years back and was unimpressed, but also unavailable. This time I thought he was overall clean cut/attractive. Not exactly the edgy type that I usually go for, but not the disappointment that I was expecting. I don't think I would have remembered him if we randomly encountered each other.

I'm trying to remember my very first impressions of J3 and RS... J3 took a few moments for me to warm up to him. RS was okay...can't quite remember. Most of the time, in all honesty, my first impression was "unimpressed" to "disappointed." I recall one meetup/date where I was pleasantly surprised.