I think it's over between J3 and me. If I had any pride, I'd declare it over without hesitation. After a week of very weak communications I finally got J3 to admit to me he's a player (my term, not his). I tried to cut him slack and give him benefit-of-the-doubt as to why he wasn't being responsive to me. In a fairly serious email exchange, I learned he is not ready to settle down despite what he says. I so much want to stick it out and change him. Maybe I can be the one to end his wandering ways. How delightful would that be. But, the reality side of me knows that it would be wrong to do and would never work in the long run anyhow.
So, it's back on the search for Mr. Good Enough. After experiencing the thrill of a black diamond run, can I be challenged and happy on a blue or green? Just got done watching Millionaire Club. One of the men commented, 10s are high maintenance, and that he will now look for 8s or 9s. I've got to be keeping that in mind, as I know and believe it true, but I so much want it all.
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If there is so much doubt, imagine how much more challenging it would be when things get tough.
I know now that the right person is the one who brings out the best in us and vice versa.
Look for the person who makes you want to be your best. If our partners don't inspire us, then who will?
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