Number 3

Spoke on the phone with "J3", first conversation. He talks a lot too. So not what I had pictured and hoped. He works in the "biz" and reminds me of the days when I'd go out and everyone I'd meet was a writer/actor/director. There's just that style, intonation, inflection in speech that I find typical with the "biz" people. It makes for fun conversation, but its not real to me. His profile was hopeful. His picture looked cool. Same school, likely same year, same major, we've lived in same areas of town. I could tell he was intelligent and sharp. But that phone voice and style. It's so not me. Why is this so hard? My phone battery died and we got cut off. Yes, I will call him back.

**I think I will start numbering from now on, so I can keep better track. The initials are confusing.