Slowly Adjusting

I'm very slowly adjusting...Part of me thinks I need to just jump; Make it public, change the fb status or something. Part of me is still shy and hesitant, I still want to hide him and the fact we're together. I think there's no denying we're together, but it's just so bad I still feel the need to hide us. I have been slowly warming to the idea, but as a friend pointed out...it's not good to feel this way. I know it, i've always known it. Even if I can get past the hesitation now, I think these things will come out later.