More Slowly Adjusting

Been hanging out with him even more. And, I'm slowly slowly accepting the two of us. It's still bad that I feel this way, but I'm warming up to the idea. I do have to say that he wants to treat me really well. I mean, I mention something and he's like, let's do that. I feel bad that I didn't invite him to do this hike I did with other friends this weekend. I was gone all day, and said we could hang out after the hike. Only, the hike took longer,and then we went to eat, and I was so tired afterward, so I had to cancel. He was so understanding about it...I didn't even have to cancel, he just offered. When we are alone, I'm good. But when we are out in public, I just clamp up. And, he puts up with it!