Family Trip to Belize

There was a little flirting in Placencia. I didn't couldn't quite let go and flirt given the situation, but I could have, should have. At night we hung out at the bars and met the locals. They were fun. The Barefoot is an outdoor bar. I felt like I was in a movie. Tropical breezes, drinks flowing. All that was needed was a hot guy to walk by. The winds picked up, it started to rain and get cold. We met people, who we ran into again the next day. It could have turned into something fun, but I was very guarded and couldn't even think to let go. It could have been more fun, but I didn't let it. Am I too in control? Not cut loose. I mean, why bother because we were only there a couple nights. But, it could have been fun. Instead, it was half fun:(