Fab Party

I was invited to this fab party. The house was modern. Great place to visit, but wouldn't choose to live there. But onto the point. Met this man. He was tall and we talked all night. Something is wrong with me. Because, I found him attractive, interesting and engaging. Yet, I couldn't open up to him. I went to bed thinking about him, and woke up thinking about him. I think I just like the attention? I mean, when you meet someone attractive and interesting, shouldn't I be all over him to want to learn more about him? Do I want him to pursue me? When he said goodbye, he shook my hand. I figure we could contact each other through the party hosts. Do I want that? Does he? I have in my head the reasons he's not perfect, but....there's something bothering me about how I reacted to him.

Oh, at this party there was a 27 yr old guy, T. Turns out I had randomly met him about a year ago. I was waiting for a restaurant to open, and he was waiting outside too, and we chatted for a couple minutes. That was it. He was attractive, which is why I remembered him. At the party, he was like, "good memory". I was like, "of course, look at you! Who wouldn't remember?"