Nothing Going On and I Don't Really Care

My eharm account expires on Wed and I'm not going to renew. It's just not working out for me, even though there are those who say it took them over a year. But, I just don't see it really working for me. The more I think about it, the more I realize that what I want is unattainable or an ideal. I need to rethink where I get my idea of a perfect mate from. There are three men from eharm that I've been writing to. Maybe they will turn into something. My gut says no. I will be positive and optimistic. Will keep you posted!