Holiday Weekend

Because of the holiday weekend, I haven't been able to write until now. And, it's late so this will have to be short!

The friend took me to the unique event and it was a nice time. I still feel bad or uneasy when he treated me to a nice meal. I felt bad that I didn't want to hang around afterwards for him to show me around. It was late when the night was over, and I wanted to leave. I let him give me the tour, but I rushed him. Then he wanted to show me this restaurant that had a nice view of the city, and alls I could think was, "Really? now, at this hour? it's school night and it's after 11p.m., really?" I politely sat through but was like "no I don't want to go outside, it's late."

9R....I don't know what to make of our "date" on Fri. On one hand this, on the other hand, that. Okay, that doesn't help you. After Fri, nothing has changed. We had a very engaging conversation about life/career and purposes. I really enjoyed him telling me his thoughts. I don't really understand what his goal/purpose/reasons are. I'm still thinking about what he was saying, which annoys and fascinates me at the same time.