Email Ettiquette

Eharm has officially expired. I am disappointed that two people I was in communication with never wrote to my personal email account. Part of me, though, wonders if they ever got my message as I canceled my subscription before I sent the email. But, I canceled the subscription but the account wasn't supposed to end until a week later. I just didn't want to forget. Anyhow, the two never wrote, so part of wonders if they ever got my message.

The third wrote to my personal email. We exchanged a couple of emails. He asked questions. I answered and asked questions back. This went on for a couple rounds, then I got bored and didn't ask any questions. At this point, I think someone should be able to continue and engage in conversation without the formal prompt of a question. Am I being too picky? Expectations too high? Is this part of the reason I'm still single? Well, sure enough, I haven't gotten any reply. Oh WELL!!

So tired of the whole dating, games, players, guessing, second guessing and dreaming.

Nothing

Nothing going on. My interests have been shifting from the dating to current events. Nothing is going on. Eharm expires in two days. The last 3 I've written to have not written back. Oh wait, one did write back and it's on me to reply...oh...

Nothing Going On and I Don't Really Care

My eharm account expires on Wed and I'm not going to renew. It's just not working out for me, even though there are those who say it took them over a year. But, I just don't see it really working for me. The more I think about it, the more I realize that what I want is unattainable or an ideal. I need to rethink where I get my idea of a perfect mate from. There are three men from eharm that I've been writing to. Maybe they will turn into something. My gut says no. I will be positive and optimistic. Will keep you posted!

Talk

9R and I talked tonight. You know, talked on the phone, chit chat. Anyhow, nothing juicy to report. I asked if he was interested in hiking this weekend. He said this weekend was bad because of work. Okay, let me know....

Craziness continues

I called 9R on Thurs. He did not call me back until tonight, Monday. The message he left said he was returning my call from last week and to call him back. It wasn't "look forward to hearing from you." But it wasn't a "just returned your call." So, again, I'm left not knowing anything more. Whatever. So tired of the nonsense, but can't 100% let it go. Remember the guy who stood me up 5 times in a row? I just can't seem to let go until the last strand of dignity is left.

Was just remembering P12. I had thought things with P12 went well and was expecting a follow-up date. But, that has not materialized. So annoyed to the point that I don't even care anymore.

No one new in the works. I got "closed" by this one guy who used the pre-worded "I don't feel the chemistry is there." This is before we have had any communication. I was like wt*? I mean, can you have no chemistry when there's been no communication? Ironically, reviewing his profile, I think we are rather similar. Whatever.

Pimp

I was lying around and it occurred to me, that what I want is a pimp. At some level, I want a man who will take my money, tell me what to do, and take care of me. Just a thought....I think I'm so burned out from doing everything on my own. It can be done, but it would have been nice not to have to carry my new tv all by myself.

Holiday Weekend

Because of the holiday weekend, I haven't been able to write until now. And, it's late so this will have to be short!

The friend took me to the unique event and it was a nice time. I still feel bad or uneasy when he treated me to a nice meal. I felt bad that I didn't want to hang around afterwards for him to show me around. It was late when the night was over, and I wanted to leave. I let him give me the tour, but I rushed him. Then he wanted to show me this restaurant that had a nice view of the city, and alls I could think was, "Really? now, at this hour? it's school night and it's after 11p.m., really?" I politely sat through but was like "no I don't want to go outside, it's late."

9R....I don't know what to make of our "date" on Fri. On one hand this, on the other hand, that. Okay, that doesn't help you. After Fri, nothing has changed. We had a very engaging conversation about life/career and purposes. I really enjoyed him telling me his thoughts. I don't really understand what his goal/purpose/reasons are. I'm still thinking about what he was saying, which annoys and fascinates me at the same time.