The dinner with the friend went better than expected. There was no awkwardness. It was like old times, but with the realization that we are older, and have been through a lot the past few years. There was the familiar enthusiasm and positiveness that I remembered. We ended as friends, with the expectation to keep in touch.
Last night 9R invited me out with him and another friend. That, had overtones of awkwardness because it wasn't, and couldn't be the same as if we were alone. The only alone time was when he walked me to my car to say goodbye, and by then the vibe was platonic. I didn't pick up an interest vibe. I said thank you, goodnight, paused, kiss? hug? ....awkward. Hopped into the car, drove off.
I've been wondering if I rush things...meaning...because of the awkward pauses I initiated the "rush" to leave. In short, I was disappointed there wasn't more of a "goodbye".
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Good post.
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