I'm still thinking about 9R. I'm over the high/low exuberance I felt from right after, which I never thought of as real. Right now, I just think about him, not wanting to mess things up, reminding myself not to rush, and let things progress naturally. But waiting is so hard! I know he's interested in me at some level, but why hasn't he called or contacted me? I emailed him, but he hasn't responded. I know there must be a logical explanation, but it's bothering me.
So he wrote back to me tonight, without indicating when to see each other again. Driving me crazy. Can I just be up front and, be like, "so when can I see you next?" "You owe me dinner!" or "What's wrong with you?! I'm here throwing myself at you, yoo-hoo?!!" or "I'm desperate, come have your way with me?!" jk/lol. I now must wait before replying so as not to make it appear I'm so needy and desperate and overbearing and wanting and loony, although I am all those and more.
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If I had a chance for another try, I wouldn't change a
thing, This made me all of who I am inside, and if I
could thank God, That I am here, and that I am alive,
And everyday I tell myself a little harmless lie,
The whole wide world is mine
-AVA
Don't try to fool me bejewel me
Either amuse me or lose me
I'm getting hungry, peel me a grape
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I am nodding my head. Life will keep throwing us these frustrating moments to keep it interesting. Still, I like to think that we are all still working on our expectations and how to let go. Hugs.
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