I haven't made an entry in a while because nothing has been happening. [pause] I've been trapped in this waiting game, trying to find some conclusion before writing about it.
So we had this great date a couple weeks ago. Presumed that another great date would follow, but didn't, but didn't know why, but didn't want to dismiss, but did, then didn't, and now did (or have or will). Follow?
When we finally saw each other, THE topic came up (about "us") (okay, I forced it a little). He said nothing ever good comes from these talks. Of course he's right, but they're necessary. The conclusion was left ambiguous, with no more clarity than before, which makes it clear, obvious, and a little sad.
I'm back looking, keeping my options open, forcing myself to because....
He may..., we may..., but I'm not going to hang any hopes on him. How do you keep optimistic after these lessons?
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What does your gut tell you? I wish all men come equipped with the desire to settle down. Sometimes it's just a waiting game. It doesn't help to be anxious about it. Go out there and have some fun on your own!!
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