Update Part 3

I'm slowly adjusting to the idea of dating/being with my friend. There are just so many comparisons I make with the last friend-to-more relationship. I mean, then it worked for a while, but I also think that the friendship part masked that the relationship was too friend-like. It's just so contrary to how I've been conceptualizing how to find true love. I just imagined meeting, dating and being completely enamored. Here, it's like, we've been friends for a year or two, and then "suddenly" he's interested? Just don't trust it. But, we weren't really friends, more like acquaintances, until more recently. And, I can't even remember when he and I first met...that's how unmemorable it was. I do remember seeing him a couple times before meeting him, and then finally remembering who he was. I also remember thinking he was odd, harmless but odd. Ugh! and now look at him and me...together. Ugh!