So after all the agonizing over whether IJL was worth it, whether I was ready, whether I should focus my money and energy on working on other areas of my life, I decided to just take the plunge. I mean, it's just money. I don't frivolously spend, so why not. I decided, but then was out of town for several days. Then when I came back I said I'd do it. I called the lady back. She said she'd call me on Fri to go over the matches she had in mind. I went home, officially signed the contract online (but didn't pay). Then Fri came and went and she did not call. No big deal...Fri night.

Tonight (Mon) she calls and says that a lot of men called over the weekend to go on hold, so they don't think they have any matches for me! She met with her directors to go over the matches and doesn't think they have anyone for me. So, I should check back in a few weeks or a month.

Seriously? Should I feel rejected?