Just Because

I emailed one of the guys from the hike. Asked a fake question to see if he'd respond and what he'd say. I'm not really interested (really) but I do crave attention. I feel like I'm just playing, just because I can, I'm bored, and that's what we women (me) do. So, I emailed him, asked him about other hikes. His response is to send me some info, said to let him know if I do a hike, maybe he'll join me. Then he signs it "take care". All I notice is the "take care". Such the blow off sign off; I can't even focus on anything else. Of course, I respond in the best nonchalant direct manner... if you know of anything interesting going on around town let me know...Now, I eagerly await to see if he responds. Day, by hour, by minute:).

Okay, so the short of it is that nothing is going on. I'm keeping distracted with other things in my life. But, I know I will get bored/lonely soon and will have to find new interests.