I've been busy...

I've been busy with the boyz this weekend....too much so and I'm tired...of it all.

Saturday, I had a first meeting/date with P12; dim sum lunch. Afterwards we walked around, mostly because I had time to kill and didn't want to go home. Actually...to be honest and fair, he wasn't so bad. In general, he's physically my type. Was a bit on the quiet side, but not overly so. I can't say that there were sparks, but...it wasn't dullsville. He's interested; wants to get together next weekend.

Sunday, F11 took me kayaking near where he lives. After about an hour, we then biked to get lunch. This was actually really fun for me because it was active and I haven't done any biking or kayaking in a long time. It was such a beautiful day, soaking up the sun, relaxing, zoning...The problem is that I don't feel it. Despite the active "date" he gave me flowers at the end, which is really nice. I just don't feel it!

I had to rush away from F11 because I had to meet W13 for coffee, a first meeting. I felt so bad that I had to call back W13 to confirm plans while I was at F10's place. I ended up texting, but it felt strange nevertheless. I didn't cut the date short with F10, but didn't linger around either. As I was leaving F10's, I called W13 to finalize plans. I rushed home, refreshed and then headed out to meet W13. I had no energy or enthusiasm and there was no connection.