Things continue between me and RS, ever so swingingly. This past week we saw each other twice; once during the week, and then on the weekend. He seemed more interested than before. But, just when I think it's solid, I get the vibe it's not. Is it a deliberate push-pull or a natural back-and-forth. Am I wasting my time? Is he worth it? And, as we spend more time together, I see more of him and his behavior/character. Do I really like it all? Or am I so absorbed into him that I don't have objective judgment anymore? Ah, maybe its part of his master modus operandi?
On a side, now that I have more expectation of myself, I'm upset at having struck out...twice! (I'm referring to softball as I just got back from a game, but thought, somehow, that I could analogize.)
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hey. sounds like the relationship just need some pure fun. why all the expectations which translates to pressure.
you have to accept him for who he is. if you expect too much from the relationship, then it's not real.
I agree..best to find out his true character/personality..then figure out if you like him or not. No one is perfect, but there are some things you just don't need to or won't tolerate.
I think as time passes, you'll know.
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