Had another nice day with RS on Sunday. I don't want to get paranoid, but I am anxious to know what's next. I know I should just enjoy and take it easy, but I want to push the fast forward button and know how this ends. I have doubts (insecurities?) that he's got no intention of getting serious. Because I can't attribute the doubt to any action on his part, I wonder if I'm just being
paranoid/over-analytical. It's such the C-22. If he were overly effusive with feeling, I'd so roll my eyes and not trust anything said. But, where little is expressed, as here (on both sides), I'm left wondering and anxious to know. Oh, such mind games....
paranoid/over-analytical. It's such the C-22. If he were overly effusive with feeling, I'd so roll my eyes and not trust anything said. But, where little is expressed, as here (on both sides), I'm left wondering and anxious to know. Oh, such mind games....
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Enjoy! In time, you will know. Since things are going well, gotta get to know him a bit better...what does he do for a living? What's his social & family background? Need to see if he's a potential.
It's good/normal to have doubts and be paranoid/over-analytical. It's just a tool to help you think things through. With time, these things should resolve.
This is the best part of dating. No matter what happens, you'll never have this beautiful stage again. Relax and just let it all play out and let the flirting/uncertainty create joy in your life.
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