Being at Crossroads

I had a nice birthday weekend. A friend took me out to a movie on Friday, and a play on Sat. Although the Sunday get together didn't happen as planned it worked out very nicely as I got to see RS...our third date (aah:)) I wanted to see him on the weekend, but he had plans on Sat, and I had plans on Sun. But then the plans changed and we hung out. We went to dinner (although I had just eaten and was not hungry at all); we had drinks and then strolled along the beach with the full moon staring at us. So basically, we went to the next level. But now, my mind races with all the possible combinations of where/how to take "this". What are the expectations, what's the timing? When do we go to the next next level?...what the heck is that anyways? what do I want? what's better for me? Do I think? or just go with the flow,which spells trouble? I want to know, but don't want to be pushy. But, I am pushy, but I need to reel it in until he knows me better. As I was thinking about everything last night, I wondered if I already went turbo-zealous with the "need to know"; "no, but yes"; "yes...well no". The next date is Fri.